Tuesday, March 15, 2005

vacation all i ever wanted!

so i finally did some work. After 4 sets of hack squats, i just wanted to sleep or go home. but i didn't (yay stimulants!) and on the ninth set my left foot fell asleep. i have no idea why. it temporarily withered my workout intuition, but that was brief. i proceeded with stiff leg deadlifts, which didnt go so well, extensions, and hamstring curls. the rears of my legs cramped and locked insessantly. When i left the gym i must have looked like a calf standing on new-born legs. pushing the pedals in my car to drive home was a challenge, and as i tripped out of it and fell down in the bathroom, my mind started to wonder if this was pain, if i was truly experiencing pain. Just as i was pondering the central nervous system and pain, the answer screamed 'no!' as a sudden and shocking pain ran down my chin and throat. My jaw clenched, i couldn't open it and the sensations were dramatic. Like an idiot, i grabbed at my jaw with my hands trying to pry it open, but thankfully in a few seconds it released itself. Time is relative. I shuffled my way to the couch and for about 20 minutes just tried to balance myself out. a rush of endorphins kicked in, pure bliss. The infinite possibilites of pain seem more beautiful and terrifying than ever. I am merely a student, world; be gentle.

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