i've gotten off track again. Recognition, process, fix, break down again. Everything is going smoothly and i blame my constant derailings on pure youth and and the (now lessening) fear of death and time. I suppose this an apology. When someone or something breaks my focus, i lose alot of time and progress. but im workign to change that. So to all of those that i continually waste energy on not so pristine words and devices, i apologize. it was never my intention to waste your time.
so from now on, anyone who breaks my focus, i in turn shall break their neck.

on a brighter note, i r teh camera god.