'But if I touch you like this, And if you kiss me like that'

Really creeped out right now. I just saw what i would describe as a 4-6 inch beam of yellow daylight (it's 2 am) move across the floor and onto my foot. i'm no where near a window or light source or reflective surface. I'm not sure whether i hallucinated it or what the hell it was. Definately daylight. Fucking Arachnaphobia being on television. Now i'm listening to celine dion, Christ i'm such a pussy. Next i'll put on some billy joel and sip regretfully at some putrid concotion of rotten grapes and snake-oil.
i keep having this weird daydream where i'm sitting on this really comfy red couch with Ashley in some sort of opium house. there's a faint mist everywhere, a bunch of strange characters that could easily be plucked straight from Wonderland, and weirdly enough no drugs. The couch, if you could call it that, is ridiculously comfortable. Forgive my lack of words for i am furniture ignorant. It's thin, wide and long, but throughout the beast seems to clutch onto me. i daydream alot more in recent times. idle minds, as they say!
I was planning on keeping up my previous pattern of writing in coded text and riddles, but the time between writing (why i'm not sure) and the light beam of doom frankly discouraged my previous endeavours. i should probably do something, but i really don't feel like it. ignorance isn't bliss, laziness is, haha. by design laziness kills you, you know? i came up with a greater than graph to illustrate that point, but stupid blogspot thinks it's HTML. stupid blogspot. No matter, the only greater than sign that has any meaning is me = greater than yuo.

Michael Jackson has a song titled 'the lost children'