all the defence and none of the mess

http://story.news.yahoo.com/news?tmpl=story&cid=1845&ncid=737&e=1&u=/cpress/20050225/ca_pr_on_na/missile_defence

A little boy comes home from school and tells his father that his homework assignment is to find out the difference between “potentially” and “realistically.”“Easy,” says his father. “First, ask Mom if she’d sleep with the mailman for a million dollars.”The boy runs off, then comes back and says, “She said yes.”“Now go ask your sister the same question,” advises the father.Again the boy runs off, and again he comes back and says, “She said yes.”“So, potentially, we’re sitting on two million dollars,” replies the father. “But, realistically, we’re living with a pair of whores.”

just started reading crime and punishment per request. that was it, right?

my bones ache, my whole body feels nervous and out of place. i haven't exercised in far too many days, and feel like my physique is going to melt away. Anyhow, i'm too tired to post anything thoughtful (to even scrap at thoughtful i need all my energon cubes) so instead, i'll post the best link i can find in the next five minutes


http://www.rationalenquirer.org/features/bomb_a_tron.php

http://www.notorious9.net/lightweight.htm

ronnie coleman soundboard!

total ramblings

meager expectations. perhaps none, when you build in mud you'll always tumble. sometimes i wonder if anyone pointed me anywhere at all. both physicality and mentality seem white. By no means is this something i want to change, if anything i want more! i want complete flexibilty, i want freedom from whom i am and who i'm not.

You don't own your body. Face it. You'll depart from it at some point, and unless you are a fundamentalist Christian, almost all relegions say you won't return to it. You don't even understand or control it! if anything, your body owns you, or perhaps holds you prisoner. perhaps that's all we are, the missing 21 grams that everyone loses when we die is your true self, escaping it's cruel master. The body as a symbiotic being that leeches on and takes control like anything else in nature.

Many of my teachers haven't been human. Know the nine grounds and you'll know what the enemy brings. Nature just makes me feel more trapped and malapropos around people though. i take to iron like a fish to water. it's a chisel, you hit a muscle from a different angle and have a different view altogether. It's unwavering, has no voice, screams and yells. it's effects are far reaching and effect all. Mind you i hate most bodybuilders and think most competitive physiques lack anything interesting to look at.

i keep day dreaming about this man, ripping through the sky at high speed. His arms swept back, his head tilted back, his leg bent at the knee and feet and calves tucked up making a reverse 'C' out of his lower half. his hair is clumped into 10 different segments, like dreads, except completely straight backwords and more like a carved rock. like long tubes they extend back over his head, they are almost circular but more hexagonal. his arms are emitting very customary flames the colour of the mozilla firefox.

Becoming obsessed with the way things move. It's my soul basis on what kind of person you are.

long and lasting composite
capable of much, weary of all
she doesn't need to
but does anyways
harbours pain and double agents' insane.
sand grains the ungrainable machine
and so it all begins again
lies laughter linguist
are you an insect
or the weight of heels
spun from decency



Splash!

anyone in need of a new stereo?

since i got a new home theatre (newer than the one most recently posted pics of, apparently opening the case and fiddling with things is a bad idea) i have no need for my old system, which is fully fuctional and does a pretty decent job of pissing of neighbors trying to sleep. Now, if your neighbours are like mine and smoke copious amounts of crystal and never sleep because of it, then you might you use it to listen to music. or something. The 5 speakers on top are designed for dolby digital DTS 5-1, so you could get pretty wicked surround sound with the right receiver and them thar speakers. I'll sell those on there own if it's more lucrative for my prospective customers. Interestingly enough, future shop gave me those for free, so they are unused. That was the ultimate unintended scam and i am more of a decent human for doing as such. Best offer gets it/them.
fuck temp is huge