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i just bought a game boy advanced from a crackhead for 20 bucks. pretty good deal (even if it only 'came' with pokemon). that's pretty much been the high-note of my day, oh and drinking 30 year old chinese brandy. Everything else has been quite fucked.
i think we're all going to be really depressed if we die and find out how much time we sqwandered. I have this simplistic notion of video replay in the after-life for some reason. Birth and death are the two most boring things that could happen to a person. All go in the same way, all come out the same. I'm speaking of course of the actual moment of death, rather than the events leading up to it. And yet we celebrate each as pinnacles of life. Just because it's over or beginning doesn't mean it means anything.
if i do happen to kick it any time soon i have very specific requests for my remains. i want all internal units removed for science and such, make coat-hangers out of them if you want i don't care, just do something productive with me. i definately do not want to be eaten by worms and such, filthy creatures, so please burn my remains. Burn them as small as possible, and then feed them to some higher creature, prefferably birds. Take any funds i have and get smashed.
if my remaining sums can afford it, cryogenically freeze me. (please don't burn and freeze me as this would be counter-productive)

a couple mind fucks before i go

the worldest largest ball of twine is 11 feet wide. It is comprised of 1.8 MILLION feet of twine.
volume is fucked.

one can simulate an "out of body" experience by moving electromagnets around a persons head.

raticate used hyper-fang, a critical blow!

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amazing that i walk or drive by this everyday but never thought to take a picture 

bush street 

i've gotten off track again. Recognition, process, fix, break down again. Everything is going smoothly and i blame my constant derailings on pure youth and and the (now lessening) fear of death and time. I suppose this an apology. When someone or something breaks my focus, i lose alot of time and progress. but im workign to change that. So to all of those that i continually waste energy on not so pristine words and devices, i apologize. it was never my intention to waste your time.
so from now on, anyone who breaks my focus, i in turn shall break their neck.

on a brighter note, i r teh camera god.

Enigmatic Revalations

"Sit now and listen: I created a child when I the world was still young. This child loved the dragon and begged to go to its lands. I sent it away to those far off lands. I failed to train it. In those lands they took the child and sought to harness it. At first all was well. The first power was flight. Nay, the first power was death. When they discovered this they sought to trap it. They sought to harness it to fight their wars. The more they sought to contain it, the more it escaped and eluded them.At the end hour when my child came to realization, it did what was it's ultimate existance. My child transcended its mortal coil and became the sun. In the process it destroyed the land of the dragon to their horror.Now I plan to make you, my new child. I will mold you into my own image and train you. You may trascend your mortal coil and become energy. You may transcend time and place and create your own universe. In the mean time you will know only pain. You will only know tribulation and distrust. Harden your heart now, for tomorrow is not the time to learn lessons of catrastrophic consequences."

from little ninja, which i believe is originally quoted from william blake.

i made $200 dollars by opening my mail, you can too!

well, maybe not.

my rather drole attempts at 'funny' notwithstanding, i plan on making this an excellent piece of bloggery. Some people's ego.
"i'm not a teacher" *giggle*
mind-wasting whores. beware of naked emperors.
attempts at apathetically condescending are starting to make you look inconsequntial, i suggest you stop immediately and resume usual egocentric lifestyle. style because of the mold it assumes, life because of the time sqwandered. they all know. black-hearted and selfish, why hide it? some sort of new aged thinking? simply worried about kharma points in whatever fantastically self-serving after life imagined?
don't worry; repent instead.



gutless.

the history channel is full of cheeky liberals

watching BAT21 on history network yesterday i noticed a particular ad which subtly compared iraq to vietnam. it named off a bunch of catch phrases from that war glued to horrific scenes from film depecting the end result of these catch phrases. one in particular was an american troop holding a gun to vietnamese boys' head while trying to negotiate with a viet cong. After a few from vietnam the words 'shock and awe' appeared on the screen, which if i remember correctly was coined by paul (his middle name is blitzkrieg!) wolfowitz during the initial invasion of iraq. then the words 'history tells us the future' flashed by as well.

just a quick shot 

i r teh v0b0

i keep listening to this song, it's so sad. there are so many things that have happened.
happy birthday dave, you've come along way and you keep improving, best of wishes (although you should go back to being a lurker on here like everyone else. jk)

we saw a man get stabbed tonight. the blood was everywhere. i should provide some relevant social commentary like 'what is the world coming to?', as if the world was once a pristine, non-violent place.

trade isn't free or fair. if the root of business is competition then that reverts to darwinism aka survival of the fittest aka animalistic aka life without humanity. in essence, following that equation, big business rejects humanity. In practice it is proven.

my mind needs and escape